Monday, June 16, 2008

amazement

I see a person go in for a bone harvest, there grit their teeth and fight to live.
I know a person having her breast removed she is tired of the worry and could care less.
Life is more important than the disease.

Live it with strength. Live it with vigor.

Kick some cancer ass.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

syndrome x

Went to whole foods today. bought all kinds of veggies. Now to cook them and eat them. tonight we had mostly salads. and organic chicken, cant do soy and I need the protien because of syndrome x. Syndrome X is a bizarre disorder that affects almost all cardiac systems, hopefully I will find a good balance between veggies and protien to off set the GI index.

Monday, June 2, 2008

healthy

Eating healthy should be a lot easier. Why so many bad choice to be made in the world. why cant good food just come into our homes via grocery shopping without much trouble. All we see is commercial foods being forced in our doorway. Down our throats and pushed into are pantries. Wouldn't a gentler world be better to live in with greens all around.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Back in Action

Well it has taken me 4 months to get myself in order. Finally happy. No more surgery for a while. Found a new lump went to breast doctor she said lets wait. Because it looks like a scar from a previous surgery..so I will wait...then go again in a couple of months. Feels like another shoe waiting to fall. I hate cancer. It seems to always be lurking like a shark in the ocean waiting for a new victim. Well I decided to get out of the water and live my life.

Buying flowers and plants for the home. Painting the walls colors full of life. Like comforting blue and rasberry breeze.

Trying to not let the toxins build up in my life. Like the paint fumes, emotions, worry and lack of zeal.

Looking for a new cleanse to do. Looking for a new juicer. And taking a raw class next week or so.

Like my new breast surgeon she is cautious yet willing to wait. The other breast surgeon wanted both breast now. Even though the tissue looks healthy. She wanted to take them because of family history. The surgeon feels my risks are not high enough yet.

Wish I had a support group. They don't have any for "almost cancer". Even though the "slmost cancer" and therapies are just as unnerving.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Peace in the sunshine

Peace in the Sunshine

Sandy woke up Saturday morning. Feeling refreshed. Until she remembered that her breast surgeon was going to call her at ten with the results of her biopsies. Somehow walking her Jack Russell terrier just didn’t like an activity she wanted to undertake. Until the naughty little dog jump up on the Queen size bed and like her face with the small pick tongue. A leather leash lying next to the rambunctious terrier dainty yet sturdy paws.

“Jane girl, off.” Sandy had Jane since she was two years old. Sandy rescued her in Monterey, California.
A pet rescue had in a clean kennel. Sandy notice just how curious the e little dog was. Into everything. This energy contain in the small kennel prompted Sandy to bring Jane home with her.

The tan and white dog seemed to be into everything. “Hey Jane, are you picking up my nervous vibes?” Let’s take a run. “Sandy snapped the leather leash on to the small, wiry dog. And they ran for two miles straight both breathing with ease. Then Sandy spotted a park bench. She sat on it with Jane at her feet panting. The ten pound dog kept up, buy Sandy was concerned that the little dog would get injured from all the running.

Sandy felt the breast wound throb. She wasn’t used to being in pain. She was just 33 and felt great. The doctor a tall red head plastic surgeon told her it was nothing. But that the excisional biopsy would bring them both peace of mind. Sandy had reluctantly signed the biopsy papers. She was not sure how her breast would look afterward. The breast surgeon described the procedure in detail.
“Sandy what I will do is go through the areola, tunnel through the breast and then repair the wound. You could have a local if you wanted. But I think you would be happier with deep sedation. You will be on fentanly for pain and a little versed to help you forget the process.

reem

Reem I read your profile. Are you really going back to Desert Storm? I am so proud of you. Willing to go as a physcian. Though I do feel sorry for you too. But I know you will help out a lot of people. I will be praying for you. A best friend always lays down his life for another friend. You are laying down your life for strangers...I respect that.

english comedies

I love english comedies. They are ironic. American put down humor is so awful.